After spending hours and hours at the studio practicing for this show for my circus gig, the time was finally here. I'm standing on this ledge, just high enough where if I fell I would probably die, waiting to let go and rely on some guy to hold on to me. All these negative thoughts are floating in my head and John is just hanging...literally, as he waits for me to extend my arms and flip around the bars in the air. So I begin to think that I might just quick right there on the spot. But suddenly, I being to listen to the music and all my fears subside as I reach for johns arms and we gracefully fly through the air.     
